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• Im having hosp attachments starting from now till 3 weeks later. A total of 4 weeks.
And im SCARED! :( - :'(

Im still wary, cautious, feeling kinda of lack in knowledge. Urghh.

I guess the bottomline is: TAKE THINGS ONE STEP AT A TIME.
Insyaallah, i hope so.

That hospital still havent called me for signing form.
Gosshh when the hell they gonna call me??.

But ehh.. im thinking.. You know the phrase:
"If you lambat-lambatkan kerja Allah, Allah akan lambat-lambatkan your permintaan"-Something like that...
Well, im sorryy ok ya Allah. Pleaseee let it come true.
Jika permintaan itu baik untuk ku; maka peruntukkanlah apa yang terbaik untuk diri ku.


Im not totally exhausted. Just Restless. * sob sob*.
-Maybe its like, i have this path. But, it is hard as i cant see the end of the road. So i just kept on walking walking walking, wondering where the road gonna lead me, and questioning if am i walking the right way.

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Anyway, Madrasah already started. Haha. Wees!~
I like going madrasah, there's new things i learnt. haha. Although i kept on being late :P
Whereby, the first week-i didnt come -.- thought it was the next week.
2nd week (2 days ago) - I came BUT skipped the first period (late), then came in for 2nd lesson onwards.

Well, man.. Ustazah Haslinda lagi uh. hahaha. ok takper ;D
Ohh i like Tazkiyah Nafs Ustaz. New teacher uh.. but lesson interesting jugak. haha.

Hmmm...
My intention in coming madrasah may not be good. haha!
As sometimes or mostly my motivation in coming may well probably be another Reason. Hahahaha.

Also awww.. Jawad's quitting. Scuks uh. hahaha.
No more *ahem* mr guy nice-voice to listen when he speaks. XP
-i know you dont know: those four letter -that similarity. Hees.