10:58 PM Tuesday, July 27, 2010 back to top?

• Well a thing happened today. Not that big, but just a lil bit sakit hati.
So after praying Ishak, i just flipped through my Quran wondering what page will i read. Here goes! (:

Surah Al Jaatsiyah (yang berlutut), 45:15, juz 25;

مَنۡ عَمِلَ صَـٰلِحً۬ا فَلِنَفۡسِهِۦ‌ۖ وَمَنۡ أَسَآءَ فَعَلَيۡہَا‌ۖ ثُمَّ إِلَىٰ رَبِّكُمۡ تُرۡجَعُونَ (١٥

Translation:
Barangsiapa yang mengerjakan amal yang saleh maka itu adalah untuk dirinya sendiri, dan barangsiapa mengerjakan kejahatan, maka itu akan menimpa dirinya sendiri, kemudian kepada Tuhanmulah kamu dikembalikan.

Whoso does right, does it for his own soul; and whoso does wrong, does so to its detriment. Then to your Lord will you all be brought back.

So yeahh.. i shouldnt take what happened today to heart yea! Hees, thanks (:

Hmm.. Today, Fadhil, my ward PRCP colleague, asked me:

"Asyura kau tak pernah marah eh?"
"huh... hmm entah.. huh" -*thinking apa yang dia kata ni...
"As in marah patient?.."
"Hmm tak uh..."
"Oh. You must be stern.. Jangan *shows-hand-being-lembut-lembut*
Jadi macam dia (referring to Su), saya kata Boleh tolong.. Dia kata NAK APA!? *Acts like angry gangster with both hands behinds back*"

-So yeahh i get wad Fadhil means hees.

Haha. Well, thank your for advising me. & thank you for noticing me. (:

Do you know who i am now?
I dont know why.. but really.. I dont really and rarely get angry.
But in the past when i got angry i was mostly pissed off, i dont really shout or maki hamun to people badly. I was just frustrated/angry with the situation.
-Lets see, so far i last fought was with my sis and bro that was when i was a kid, i kick them and stuffs. BUT! I will always cry whenever that angry comes for which im in the battlefield. As always, sometimes i do think its useless to fight back, because everytime i fight back i'll always lose to them. So thats why the frustration makes me cry! So yeahh.
Oh wells, nowadays.. Its just that somethings -in my opinion- i really dont take note of it. HAHS. So dont bother. Take it easy.

PS. I DO SHOUT! But angry to the max is rare. Hahs. Imma no pushover. Hehs.
"Laa Taghdhob, Janganlah Kau Marah!" - Isnt that what we're taught in Tazkiyah Nafs? (:
-But of course certain things i know that there should be scolding.