11:59 PM Tuesday, August 3, 2010 back to top?

• Today was good (:
I did wound dressing today! Weees. Hmm... Im still kinda crappy. Shucks -.-

I gotta do my Case presentation. To be presented by tmr Wed.
I stil havent done my pathophysiology and IMR drug indication. Gyahhh.. Sleepy :/

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Ok lets skip to the nice part.
Its seems that Kaoru lives in the west side, whereas im in the east.
-To me im like.. Aww... We're far apart , not that good for distance.. hahah. Since i like someone who is near and is there for me(in terms of distance). See first lah. :P
Then his family and education.. Maybe something is there; hidden. Entah lah.. tak mau tanya sangat.. Tak mau prop in...

Conversation is cute. Makes me excited and wonders what to write more about.

But i just dont know what else to say :/ sad :(
-maybe this is just introduction lah..

I kept on comparing my conversation with Charlie.
With Charlie, it was more fun and spontaneous. I crack crap joke with him and he too crack crap too. Haha. It was fun. I use ass, asshole thus dissing Charlie. Haha. He also dont mind and he use the word Minah Kampung on me too.. Kurang asam betul.. -.-" HAHA

But i guess, the difference between Charlie and Kaoru is that...
With Charlie, at least we met each other once a week and know about our personality in class (previously, before he quitted).
For Kaoru, it was because both of us are new. We met but never say hello or anything. SO yeah thats why.. The (silence or) awkward? -the kepala tak tau apa lagi nak cakap.

Honestly honestly honestly, I dont want and dont like it to be Silence.
As i kinda rate people through our conversation. Like Can talk or Cannot talk type. Thats why, i think this Talking about each other is important.
But hey, come on dont stress so much. Its just the 3rd day right? Hahs. -.-

You know, i know. What ive gone through before. What i want things to change and what i want to expect? -Come on, im not high maintenance. :P

Hmm.. i wonder what Kaoru was thinking, when he asked wad course im studying, which i replied nursing. Haha.

Maybe those words "I dont know what else to talk about".. is more of.. FOR you to open yourself up to me, then i shall open up my self and eventually this Heart to you. I'll try to open up my shelf.

Heeh. Let see how things end. (:

Ku impikan dikau slalu
Hanya itu yang ku mampu
Masih terasa sentuhmu
Kapan lagi akan bertemu
Ku berjanjikan selalu
Disampingmu walau jauh...

Jangan bimbang.. Jangan ragu
Kau tetap bintang hatiku...

Hady Mirza - Ku tetapkan menunggumu