2:27 AM Wednesday, September 8, 2010 back to top?

• Walking alone at Geylang just now, along with the frustration and sadness of not getting to buy a nice baju for Raya, made me realised that im really alone.
Sad :'(

Dont get me wrong about walking alone. I dont mind walking alone.
Its just that, during my time of in need of someone, it seems that i cant find them.
So i tried to call a few of my friends. Some answered, but they couldnt be beside me, to come down and accompany me.
Faham? Where's the physical support? No one's there!
Emotional support?- Its like Gyaahh takpelah, Syura can jaga diri baik baik sendiri.

It's like yeahh.. i have close friends, my treasured ones. But.. Its missing something.
Where's the Spontaneity?
Example, "Hello, eh kau come down uh kat sini, accompany aku." . "Eh kau free? Jom gi keluar?". Something like that.

It's always the, tak free. Aku busy. Mak aku tak kasi keluar uh. Aku ada curfew. Ada exam besok(ok lah exam i fahamlah).
Macam hmmm...? ^.- (dalam hati kental lah kau! :P)

Tapi thanks to Nadiah for answering and layankan/bebual with me on the phone sekejap. And even offers/compromise to go out and help me find my clothes tomorrow.
Thank you ok? I really appreciate it. Kaulah satu-satunye
-Although yelah, your situation and mine tak sama sometimes, such as your curfew while me with no curfew and your parents control while me with no need parent to control me -.- Haha.
Well ive mentioned to Nadiah about the sentence above. She then replied, "Good lah, it means you have kawan yang baik-baik ape" -.-.
Hmm yelah tu.. *smirks* -Yelaahh, tapi depends lah.

I need someone SPONTANEOUS!
Who'll make me feel as if, youre the only one i could count on. Or the teman to do/go anything with. Or the teman whom both of us are always being at random moments.
Can i befriend that person?

Sesungguhnya, hati ini sakit dan sedih sekali!
Thats the reason why im not sleeping-cant sleep! Fikiran terganggu.
Banyak sangat berlaku hari nie.