11:59 PM Wednesday, October 27, 2010 back to top?

• See what i wrote down.

I dont know if i'll ever be in love (or again).
You know that feeling of falling deep, i keep on wondering if i will ever love someone so deep.
Maybe im scared of falling although part or me want to fall.
Maybe its that trust and communication which is all i ever wanted. Haha (:

Then a friend of mine said that, maybe after past experience, we starts to think that nobody would be the same as our ex's. Maybe i should try giving people a chance to love me. And if it fails, then i will learn something in the relationship...

Honestly, hmm.. Im thinking..
Well, i do think that it is true that NOBODY would be the same as our loved-ones. As in 'Hey, he's one and only'.
Yeaaa.. Maybe im trying to close my heart up. Because im scared (due to whatever reasons) :'( Thereby the slowly letting a chance for people to love me, sentence.
Of course i know, that i gotta take the plunge down, or else how will i see the effect? Those ripples i mean?

I know i know i know. I know all that, but why... :'(

See the picture i made using paint. It explains all... (: