11:55 PM Friday, March 25, 2011 back to top?

• Everytime when i looked up at the skies, I have always been wondering...
When will my that special someone appear? A soulmate. Where are you?

At times i tries to depress this overwhelming feelings i have about finding that one special person.
So i told myself this, "If its meant to be then its meant to be. Believe in Allah. Im sure that there is someone lovely and dear to me which have been in-stored for me. Just wait. There is.. I believe so."
Because they say, What you want, may not be what you need. So believe in Allah, that he will grant you something even better than what you asked for. Out there, somewhere. Time will tell.

However my contradictions will snubbed, "How long is TIME? Where and when will that be? Because i cant wait anymore. Ive been waiting and waiting, but... Till how long?". This is what makes me sad.

& yet, i told myself to wait for God knows some time and be patient.

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Remember Z-carebear? Well what happened...?
I dont know....

Im sad to see how things are about us right now.
It was always that happy moments in the first place, but sour in the end.

They say, Loves fade... Well.. Yeah. It probably is.
Or maybe it wasnt love in the first place? Or... (probably to make myself feel better), It was Real love at first but now not anymore. I guess so. Oh wells.

Honestly, I dont regret it. There were nice and sweet moments between us.
And eventually.. Remember the time i helped you, that 3 favors you asked? I did it willingly and sincerely.
Of course i already know when i lent you those amounts, that i may or may not be able to get it back. Its ok, if i didnt get it back. Just take those amounts as a goodwill from me to you. Just to help ease your burden of your family and life.

As Nabi s.a.w said.. "Orang yang tak mengambil berat tentang umatnya, dia bukan antara umatnya itu."

Well, i have a bit of rezeki, so I dont mind giving it to you. Alhamdulillah, jikalau ia meringankan beban Z itu, okayys (:

Apa yang telah terjadi telah pun terjadi.
Apa yang akan terjadi biarkan ia terjadi.

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I want to make this my goal in life.
As Ustaz Hasbi was saying, "Setiap gerak langkah & kelakuan, buatlah semuanya kerana Allah". Walaupun setiap nafas, setiap kedipan mata semuanya kerana Allah-(Ini menunjukkan, sesuatu yang kita buat tanpa ketahui semuanya kerana Allah).


Selawat atas Nabi ada banyak faedahnya.
Allahhumma solli ala saiyidina Muhammad;
Wa ala ali saiyidina Muhammad
Begitu juga dengan Asmaul Husna.

Saya ingin mengamalkannya. Insyaallah amin.