4:05 AM Sunday, April 3, 2011 back to top?

• A friend of mine says:

I dont believe in waiting. You have to put yourself out there for someone to find you. Besides, you wont know if he's meant for you till you go into that stage, right?

Well... What my friend says, did hit me deep. It proves a point.
Like... If you sit at home all day long, you wont get a boyfriend right? Well yeah thats true.

But umm.. So i replied:

True.. But i dont know... If it meant to be, its meant to be... Isnt that what you call fate?.. Because who knows we may meet each other out there in a cross-path. Accidentally meeting and falling in love with each other? Or dalam diam... The feelings just come without knowing. Hahaha.
But i Believe in God. It may not be now.. But im pretty sure that there will be someone better out there in-store for me.

Then they say, But arent you supposed to open your heart?
Hmm well.. If it comes, it comes right? Im not saying that i will closed my heart for the rest of my life. But if it comes.. Naturally, love will seep in through and open the door to your heart already right? (:
Hahaha.

Well, maybe i may be wrong. Maybe not.
But i know that obviously i wont sit around doing nothing. We shall meet in a cross-path, okayy Love? hehe.

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What else? I watched a drama named Youre Beautiful, a few weeks ago.

So i liked this Conversation...

Im not asking you give all of your heart at one go.
If you have the thought of giving me your heart bit by bit, or at least start to open up your heart.. Then that is a start.

Because... I have started.

I think this is sweet.

-But somehow, this dialogue, kinda make me sad.
Weren't you the one who asked me to open my heart and slowly giving my heart a chance to love you.. But now when ive started where have you gone?

Maybe i was too late. Maybe i didnt put in enough effort or tries. I wonder is it my fault?
Or the usual, we're not meant to be. Am i right? *sigh*

This post is really contradicting. haha. I know.
Well, Its ok then, if we're not meant to be. Goodbye to you, i say. I guess youre one of those whom i met out there, a stranger then turns into something then turns to.......

They say.. "Guys, who probably are thinking of giving up on someone, well.. They probably already have." Geez.. This is kinda sad right? Like how boys are one straight-minded creatures.. & We're girls the "He loves me, he loves me not *Pluck petals*" ASS.
Then there's the, If you can forget him and forget all the memories.. Does that mean that all those times youve spent with the other-half have any meaning to it? Pfft.
Guess im being mean, but i'll try to be nice about it.

SORRY. Maybe Z was not meant to be (perhaps?).