7:11 PM Saturday, July 23, 2011 back to top?

• You know.. those guys who came and approach me, then asked for my number...?
Sometimes I wonder... why can't they be more than what they are. - not in numbers.. but in terms of their character and personality.

I realised they say.. in the first place that they were nervous yet attracted to meet me. To me their approach was very brave and its cute of them. Haha.
So then they got my number.. then somehow few days later saying that if possible they'd want to go for lunch or meet with me together.
I question myself, the flow we're going as in just a few days only we're meeting?
Isn't it too fast.. or how the way things are? Of course about meeting them, i'd avoid.. since i 'd feel awkward.
What more with our different life, background and friends. I'm not saying going a blind date is not good.. though I know sometimes in life we should take the plunge/chance.

Ah well.. im just rambling. I dont understand what im saying too. Haha.

That guy the one i met a few days ago, says im "Ekshen".
Hmm.. why? Maybe because im playing too hard to get method? -Well sorry if im like that.. But.. Its not that im playing..

I guess, part of me is testing you. And part of me is waiting.. Wondering if youre the right person. Seeing how you are by the way you act or converse with me.
Because in time.. If youre the right guy, i believe that what we have is true and real.
So, dear.. Dont rush. Time will tell.

Dont know ehh.. Bukakan lah pintu hatimu.
Macam.. susah sikit lah hati ini.
No.. its not about susah... its just that.. mungkin, i havent accepted you lagi.
You belum prove to me that youre worth it.

Okok rants, blahh.