1:19 AM Monday, August 8, 2011 back to top?

• Hahaha. Me and my malay these days (:

Anyway, Ive been going CDC for car driving these days.
Its sooo fun! Especially if i get things right. hehe.

Oh and a few days ago, that S crank course (the letter shape S road), the instructor taught me.. beh i macam err.. macam tergesa-gesa gitu.. beh in the end dia tak pass/chop kan i itu course. So yeah.
Beh just now i went for my lesson, another instructor taught me a lil bit different thing. And ohh my gossh! I can do it! Geeezz.
I think its because the first instructor was being toooo TECHNICAL on me! i guess im not the technical type of person, as in gotta stop at least half of the window lah one-thrid lah wadever lah! Im the follow the flow or using judgement uh kinda person.
Well yeah.. No harm done. At least now i noe a different technique and also this recent instructor did chop a few course for me, so i didnt actually lack behind in my lesson. (:

Today driving was a good day. hehehe. Love it. Alhamdulillah.

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My azam untuk memiliki kereta telah memuncak. Hahaha.
Because a few days, i really realised the importance of a car (i meant not for myself, but for others).

As in, that day friday, my elder sis came my house to fetch my niece home arnd 830+pm. Then she was like sooo penat already.. Whereas her husband ada kereta sendiri tapi mau lambat2 kul 10+ baru nk ambil them, eventhough my sis is soo penat and dah cranky abit.
Beh Azzahrah was like.. On the 2nd time she called him, says "Ibu lagi 10 minutes can.. Papa say he will ambil.." But sis says.. "No, balik sekarang.." Well i guess sis noes that 10 mins for him is not 10 min reach here.. So yeah.. i guess she was kecewa hati uh.. So she thought of taking the taxi home lah.

The sad part was.. When they were outside my house front gate... Kesian.. Si AzZahrah.. nangis sebab kene balik uh. Hehh. Macam dia tak mau balik gitu. Tapi apa dayanye, dia harus ikut kata ibu dia.. Beh Si Zahra mintak hug from me.. So i hugged and kissed her. So yeahh bye bye.

So at that point in time.. I was like.. "Hmm.. Kalau Asyura ada kereta.. Asyura Insyaallah akan send those two back home safely! Kesian kan.. tengok dia orang, sis baru balik from work beh dtg rumah sini beh kena balik rumah dia pula. Beh malam2 kul 8/9pm gitu gi balik rumah beh sampai rumah mcm kul 10/11pm gitu. Penat kan?"

So yeahh.. Thats when i started my new azam for driving! hehehe. Alhamdulillah. (:
Ya allah, please grant me this wish ok Allah? (; I'll be good.

Oh these days, ive been teaching/supervising Zahra her homework. Haha.
Maybe i feel a sense of duty as an Aunty uh? Haha, Or saje.. ringankan tangan Kakak. Heeeh :P
Well.. I guess more of a duty uh. Kesian kan.. tengok si Zahrah tu. Kena marah kalau tak buat hw. And dia baru je primary 1. So obviously kene ada supervision or guidance.. Which somehow sis only tells her to buat her hw but do it herself without specific guidance sitting by her side looking at her hw, which i think its not right unless lah dia dah more berakal and dah independent. So yeah. (:

Entah ehh.. dealing dengan This 7 year old kid kan.. somehow reminds me of.. "Hey.. ini macam patients asyura yang orang tua-tua tu yang i jaga kat hospital ehh..", Haha.
Yeah patience. (:

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Today, Sunday... Was alright(:
Tadi learnt Faraidh calculations. Haha.. Quite fun lah.. but kene memorise the fractions and criterias. Hmmm.

Beh ustaz bebual lah tentang.. Kalau nak kahwin, kahwin kerana Allah. Hehe.
Then at that point in time, i was thinking about Taufiq. Haha.

I dont know why..
But to me, i picture Taufiq as the most promising husband, or a husband i would like to have~! haha. Ssshhh! (;
I mean.. Dia beragama, itu important. Yang lain2... Hmm boleh lah we can talk, bergurau..

But mungkin other than that.. I suka Taufiq nye belakang, his broad back and shoulder!
Hmm dia taklah skinny, which i dun really think so, medium size which is better than being skinny :P Haha.
And his long fingers which looks sexy when wearing a ring! hehehe :D -Imagine nanti nikah or tunang he pakai the ring...? Melt nanti oks? haha. Ok itu Me -.- haha.
-I know ive told Annisaa this a lot of times. Haha.

Maybe lah kan.. Taufiq jodoh ASYURA eh? Insyaallah. Haha.
Mana tau, dalam diam tersirat sesuatu dalam hati.. macam mana Asyura suka Taufiq dalam diam. HAHA!
OK.. im being very romantic! -Which i like to think about these stuffs about fate and romance love stories the.. Without knowing, we fall for each other. Haha :D

But okok, this is just berangan lah.
I mean i do like him.. Tak tau lah as more than that or wad. But i do know that' i'd picture him as a good husband, a husband i'd respect and love. I can picture us being together, as a family and having childrens. So yeah. Hees (:

Beh tentang kalau bukan jodoh ke ni semua.. Asyura hanya plan aje.. Allah yang menentukan.
Maybe what Allah plan might be someone better than what I had hoped? Hehe. Harus berfikiran baik pada Allah. (;

Ok diamm okies. Tak mau bilang sesiapa! Ssshh.. Hehehe.