1:07 AM Tuesday, September 13, 2011 back to top?

• I'm a bad person.
Bad bad person. I have flaws which I dislikes about it too. :(

I need to find there's more to life than living itself.
Well the only thing I look forward to is DRIVING these days!
But that too is a long agony of waiting. Booo :(
I love driving. Its fun, unless I messed up hit or strike curb.

Just now I had driving.
Goshh I feel so kental! Especially parking. Parallel mostly.
Like why why why the car didn't go in? Gahh.. but in the end I did it.
Maybe its because of the car too. Because its rare that I get this old car.
So I guess my basis of judgement is different depending on the length of car, the door knob, and my shoulder.
Hmmm... but I can do better.
Thank god, my instructor was being super patient. Alhamdulillah.

And then usually I can vertical parking, but this parking is at the parking site, so its kinda abit hard to get in properly into the slot because my gauge/judgement wasn't there since there no cars to see the shoulder at centre of the car. But oh well, I'm sure I can do better.
Yes. Much much better.

Alhamdulillah the next lesson I will be having the same instructor who taught me vertical parking! Can't wait! Gonna ask him to show me parallel parking since because of someone I had a scare about it. Heh heh.
Yayy, I hope I did get him to teach me. Insyaallah. ((:

My money is almost broke. Been spending on a lot of things, especially shopping. Hehh.
Oklah takpe, shopping for clothes accessory and bag is an investment! Hehe.

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You noe I kept on thinking about love and stuffs.
I wonder.. will there be someone who'll love me? Accept me as who I am?
I'm not that pretty. I'm not exactly that pure hearted. I have flaws and sins. Hmmph hmmph.
May Allah guide me to the right path and may he shine his light on me.

Oh, you noe about me wanting to get married to the right and destined person.
So in my mind I was thinking...
'If I have someone I love, a husband I mean, I want to be a beautiful person for my husband.
I would hug and kiss him many many times. Haha. Because I love him'.
Hmm but before loving someone... I really should be closer and loving Allah more.
Haiz.. im sorry Allah. I'll try to always get closer to you and keep you in my heart.

Oh yea, there is this saying "Kalau berani cinta, harus berani menikah". Well I believe in that! (:
Insyaallah, may we find our other half. Amin ya rabbal a' lamin(: