2:18 PM Sunday, October 9, 2011 back to top?

• Jikalau dia takdir untuk menjadi milikku,
Alangkah gembira dan berbunganya perasaan ini.

Kadangkala, aku berharap bahawa dia adalah untukku.
Namun entah samada fikiran atau hati ini yg mengatakan "Tidak".

Sometimes I find myself, wondering, kalau dia untuk ku?
Wouldn't that be the best thing that would have ever happen?

Of how, you're made for me and I am made for you.
Where we share everything, living together, holding hands, hugging... and well kissing. Hahs!
Oh and passionate s** and having childrens. Building a house together.

I think i'd be wonderful! (:
Although somehow... I guess, you're not capable of doing anything of these now
-till we get married.
Awwws...

And yes! What is rightfully meant to be our, will be ours.. just waiting for time to come.

I believe that what we have now, as in perasaan cinta ini isn't ours, as in bukan milik kita. (Till we're married legally).
And I believe that... Perasaan yang ada ini semuanya kepunyazn Allah, dan entah...
Mungkin Dia boleh menarik perasaan ini pada seketika waktu anytime He wants. So yeahh.. That's why, they say feelings change as time goes by.

Hmmm..
I guess I missed having someone to loved and missed.
Bagaikan ingin merangkul dirinya erat dan kuat. ;'(

Sehingga kini, ku akan tetap menunggu. Entah sampai kapankah harus ku menunggu...

A song playing in my head these days (:
For 2 days, consecutively, when im out with him these songs sings out loud. Hees!

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss