9:21 PM Sunday, October 30, 2011 back to top?

• Sometimes, i wonder. What if, i lose all my patience one day.
Then there was someone, anyone, who i could grab within reach.
Someone who's well... Not my expected ideal, or someone who lacks?

So if one day, i were to be together with him...
But then yang Terbaik datang passes me by..
Apakah ia merugikan?

Its like, you follow your hawa nafsu. You didnt wait. You didnt sabar.
Anyone will do. He then causes you harm. And by the time youre with him...
The one meant for you, the one terbaik untukmu datang...

Like a glass window. Youre within reach, but there's a barrier separating you both.
And then you starts to wonder why didnt you wait? Cause now, you cant reach that person. You can only see him.

Unlike now.
Either of you passes by each other. You glance each other then your eyes looking down, shying.
You feel this excitement, hope, while praying if he could be yours? (:
Without knowing, both of us prays the same thing, "If he/she is meant to be mine, maka Allah memperdekatkanlah jarak kami", towards taaruf, tunang and getting married.
And what if! One day, Allah memperkenalkan doa itu, wouldnt it be romantic?
Fate. I love fate!

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Im sorryy Ya Allah. Im not being a good Muslimah towards you.
I know i should be good, untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik. :'(