10:28 PM
Wednesday, November 2, 2011 back to top?
Stop seeing
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I think i should stop seeing/meeting him. -Bumi*Because if i were to meet him again, i'll be giving him false hope right?
And im kind of pretty darn sure that i dont want him to be my future husband. Seriously.Im sorry.I feel as if with you, im using you just to satisfy my nafsu. Im sorryy.. I dont want to lie to you.You asked me.... If you could:
-Hold hands, how i wish we could, but i cant. Im sorry i onced did, sort off (as in you hold, but i didnt really push it away.)
-Hugging, i know you'd like to, even me too. But then with you i cant. Eventhough it feels good, but i cant, its wrong.
-Meeting and being with you, just us two. Im scared. I dont want to let you fall even harder or givign you false hope and i dun really know your true feelings, who knows im just one of those girls to you,
Also.. Asyura sungguh malu ketika berjalan dengan Anta. I always feels consious about it if i were to go out with a guy.And im scared i will throw away my pendirian if i were to be with you even longer.I should keep low. Texting or calling is okay. But meeting... Is a problem.
Ya Allah, berikanlah aku kekuatan dan iman, untuk menolaknya.Semoga dia dapat tahu isi hatiku yang mahu cinta hanya kepada seseorang yang akan ku kahwini.Kerana, aku rasa bersalah, dan berdosa seandainya aku keluar bersamamu.Cukuplah aku mencintai/menyukai seseorang itu dalam diam.
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Trololololololo. If you're beautiful, then i'm gorgeous! Hi darl. (:
