1:04 AM Sunday, November 13, 2011 back to top?

• Today out of the blue...
I reached out a card which youve given me once. -Remember..? It was the time when you gave me the Carebear.
I realised i still kept the card which ive always placed it inside a book of mine.

So i re-read the messages you wrote in the card.
I dont know why... makes me feel so nostalgic.
Its like.. hey,.. i remember this, on that day... *nostalgic moments. Hmmm.

Then there was this phrase you wrote which i quite like alot, and it was,
"... Dan saya harap di dalam satu corner dalam hati awak tu awak boleh beri saya peluang".

To me that phrase was the most sweetest thing a guy could say. I still remember how you still chased after me and how you waited patiently for me. And i thank you for that.

Then, the thought of...
'I gave you a chance, but you blew it ' came across my mind.
scratch that you blew it.
I guess it would be, i gave you a chance, but i guess we didnt meant to be. Yes yes. That should be it. Its ok. Im not sad. It just that things didnt happen between us.
Although somehow, im glad that we didnt meant to be! (: Hehehe. Because im sure there is someone better for me out there! And it makes me me want to have a better someone, someone who'll bring me closer to God and towards kebaikan. Insyaallah.

Maybe it was a coincidence,... because i went online on facebook, then i realised the date today and Today is your birthday. So yes.
I was probably thinking along the line. Coincidence much? hehe. Awws.

Happy birthday Zainal, yang tak cute mcm carebear i. haha.