11:59 PM Friday, February 10, 2012 back to top?

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Dalam diam aku tertarik dengan sifatnya, ilmunya, akhlaq, kecantikannya, gaya pemakaiannya & keanak-anakannya… Aku diam, diam kerana aku tahu dia milik ALLAH, aku hanya perlu minta kepadaNYA..

So today i met Nadzeef, my friend.
Listening to his stories about his love stories, well... aku rasa cemburu jugak. Haha.
He says that he's trying to win the girl by getting through the Girl's family. And that he likes/loves her because of her Akhlaq and not for her looks.
Masyaallah. Bagus kan?

Then at a point in time, somehow i feel terlalu kecil, terlalu kerdil diri ini.
Sementara aku, aku cinta kan seseorang itu dengan secara diam.

Yang aku tahu, aku sungguh sangat lemah, jauh daripada wanita yang dia suka. As in perbezaan aku dengan wanita itu mungkin amat ketara. Sungguh baik wanita yang di pujangga itu kan?

Yea, all i have to do is to always improve myself. To be a better person, a better muslimah. Insyaallah (:

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Oh, lepas tu kawan saya itu kan!
Dia ada motorbike sey. Oh gosshh dah ada class 3 license kereta beh dah ada license motor. Masyaallah, best nye!

Hmm, sekali lagi aku pun cemburu juga. Sebab dia dah ada 'vehicle'. -though i prefer cars to bike lah! OH i soo wanna have a car!

Lepastu, dia tanya kalau Asyura nak tumpang tak? He didnt actually said "Jomm", he just said "Well up to you lah..". (antara mahu dan tidak mahu - i feel that way).

Hmm... Well, macam not bad the offer since im a lazy person.. tapikan...
That point in time, i feel that it is not right. Mane boleh, lelaki dan perempuan yang bukan mahram berduaan lalu akan bersentuh tangan/badan, since you noe lah bikes kan?!
Also, i feel 'Takpelah... Its not right, lagipun what if the girl he likes/loves knows that he lets some girl tumpang kat belakang motor tu, kan tak bagus/baik kan? Biarlah, the one he tumpang is someone who's already a mahram to him' Heeh - you know what i mean, his wife! hehe :3

So i said "Takpelah, taknak uh...", as i watch him ride the bike as i too left the place on my own.