3:49 PM
Friday, March 23, 2012 back to top?
babies
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Im in mekah now.
Masjidil haram.
I dun noe why... But somehow... I feel so aweeed seeing the babies and childrens here!
They are sooo cute, chubby and beautiful!
It makes me feel of wanting one... Of my own.
But but.. I dont know when? whose child is the father is? Can i have twins? since it'll be wonderful to have twin. Hehe.
Aah... Maybe its not my time. Maybe im tooo young. Maybe its just that woman's instinct that i felt.
But... Somehow coming here makes me feel more love for children?
Hmmm.
Am i ready?
Its the 'what if(s)' that im afraid of :'(
Im scared that this feeling i have is just
nafsu? Nauzubillah