12:08 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2012 back to top?
Growing old
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Hmm
23rd June 2012, was my brother, Abdur Rahman's wedding. They akad nikah on that day.
Then on
24th June 2012, was their Walimatul Urus.
SubhanaAllah. Alhamdulillah, atas pernikahan mereka.
Halal-an dan Toyyiban. Hehe (:
Du'aa for the Newlyweds (Hisnul Muslim)
بَارَكَ اللَّه ُُ لَكَ، وَبَارَكَ عَلَيْكَ، وَجَمَعَ بَيْنَكُمَا فِي خَيْر.ٍ
‘May Allah bless for you (your spouse) and bless you, and may He unite both of you in goodness.’
Hmm.. Then the night on 24th June after everything finish, me and Kak Mai went to Kak Asiah's house. And OOOO WEEEE! I drove that BMW car! hehehe. My second time driving.
Yeapppp sooo fun, driving that car. hehe.
And.. awwwss.. Terharu bahawa Abang Zain kasi i pegang itu spare BMW spare key. HEHE ;D of course lah i suker and gembira. You know me.. Giler driving and speed. Wahaha.
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Today as i reached home, seeing both my parents in the kitchen eating together the nasi briyani leftover from the wedding, and whats with my brother having 'left' the house, somehow it reminds me....
"Eh.. Mak Bapak aku dah semakin tua eh?" Yeah it dawns on me. Awww...
Ya Allah :'( ...
Im growing older, working full time and having a monthly salary already. And them, growing old being an elderly living their life -waiting. (You know what i mean?)
Its like a cycle. A carousel. When one's go up, the other one goes down, and vice-versa.
And now.. i really wonder... Life! How growing old will be like? Sometimes it feels scary, yet there are times of sadness and happiness. Memories.
Which reminds me of Syukur's dad. Innalillah wa innailahirajiun.
La Tahzan, InnaAllaha Ma'ana, wahai ahli keluarga Syukur.
Na'am. Uhibbuka fillah, ya Syukur. And insyaAllah i will always remember you in my Doa.
Andainya kau ditakdirkan bagiku, Alhamdulillah. Andainya tidak, maka sesungguhnya dia akan memberikan yang terbaik bagi kami. Bersangka baiklah.
*Syukur is the guy, who 'proposed' to me. Wanting to marry me.
Maafkan aku Syukur. Bukanlah aku tidak mahu. Sudikah kau menunggu? Namun aku tidak ingin membuatmu menuggu, justerulah aku hanya boleh mendoakan kau, supaya Allah memberikanmu seorang wanita, seorang isteri yang solehah, yang baik bagimu, yang dapat menggembirakanmu, yang akan jadi penyejuk hatimu, yang taat padamu, wahai (bakal) suami. InsyaAllah.
Dan pada kau juga, aku akan sentiasa doakan bahawa segala kekuranganmu (yang baik) jika ia kurang maka Allah cukupkanlah, sempurnakanlah engkau. Jadikan kau seorang lelaki yang baik, yang lembut, penuh dengan kasih sayang dan keadilan, serta menjadi seorang suami yang akan menjadi imam kepada makmumnya serta menjadi khalifah keluarganya. Amin. (:
Thats why... Im thinking... If there is someone, who does his Daily prayers, 5 times per day, solat Jumuah, apabila dia berkata, dia berkata dengan lembut dan hikmah, dan bersikap kasih sayang, baik dan adil, serta seseorang yang dapat membimbingiku ke jalan menuju Allah, Seorang imamku dan khalifahku.. thus YES!
COMEEE.. I WANNA MARRY YOU. HEHE ;D
Finding someone that will make me fall in love with Allah & Rasulullah.
Trololololololo. If you're beautiful, then i'm gorgeous! Hi darl. (:
