1:35 AM Thursday, June 28, 2012 back to top?

• Well last night, i meant 26th June, heeeh.. I was out real late in the night, and not because of driving. (since you know i drive in the night very late). hmm.

Went out with Adri, after A level class ended. (:
And you know.. its been a long time since ive been to the beach, so yeahh craving, out of the blue, that feeling of wanting to go there, so yes we went there.

So once class ended, Adri fetched me up from Masjid Kassim's bus stop, with his (family) car so yeah we reached.
Went to Mcdonald. The place changed already. Wow.. Its been so long since i went.
Talked and played games at Mcd.

Then once we bored with Mcd, and yes here comes the sea! hehehehe.
Yeah i loves the sea. But too bad, the place is quite dark hmmph.

So yeah me and him sat at a table bench there.
Though i somehow wish i were at Marina Barrage, since if im there it'd be nice to lie down. haha.
We sat and chatted. It feel nostalgic and very 'wow..i didnt know about it ' that kind of thing, you know?

It feels that we're growing up. Talking about stuffs which we never talked about as well as about our own age issues in our life. haha.
Macam.. Ive asked about his family.. its was more of... "Hey... you have a new mum isnt it?"  and thats how.. he talked about his family. I was 'wow-ed', yeah pretty amaze about him. Thats the thing about him, he keeps on making me amazed. Heees.

Oh then the talk about marriage suddenly brings up. hahaha.
Whats with me saying, "If i wasnt a nurse i'll become a student in pengajian Islam and leading that path, or i'll become a wife!". (;
He told me, if he wants to be married, he wants it so that he can be financially planned. Which he said, "Of course i want the best for my wife, i want to give", 'its okay if she works to help.. but its just that.. i'll feel something, like bad about it'.-Something like that.
So i asked, "Adri isnt that ego?!" Then he said.. 'no its not ego.. its that feeling of wanting to provide as a husband, right.'

Hehe. SubhanAllah. Sungguh baik orangnya kan.? ((: *grins wide.
Its true about what he said kan. Hehe.

Although in my head, some parts of me feels that, 'then youre gonna marry late right?' :( *buat sad face*. haha.
Then part of me wishes if only he knew about Allah, being an Al-Razak, the provider, the sustainer, the one who gives us rezeki... Im sure everything will fall into place. Thus this dilemma wont even be there right? Hmm...
Since im someone who believes in marriage-kan A Level dah learnt Munakahat hehe.
Whereby Allah suka pada pernikahan, dan rezeki datang dari Allah. Hmm there's this ayat in Al Quran,i forgot which ayat. Hmm... I'll find it soon, insyaAllah to prove my point.


But well, i appreciate him for who he is. And Fate, i dont know how it will turned out.
It feels like a discovery! A discovery of myself and the unknown. As well as having faith in whatever to come. InsyaAllah, ia baik. Hmm.