5:29 PM Sunday, April 3, 2016 back to top?

• This wavering heart.
Hati yang berbolak-balik. :(
Maafkan aku.

Apakah ini cinta?
Apakah ini hanya permainan syaitan? Lust?

Im sorry baby.
Youre the most wonderful and patient boyfriend!
Sometimes i know... I feel.. that ive always been stepping over you.
Im sorry. I dont mean to disrespect you.

Baby its me. Not you. Dont be sad.
Im sorry. Sorry.

I know deep in my heart, if i lose him, I guess part of me will regret not having you around. Due to your kindness and patience.

Sorry baby. Its just feels that we're less communicative these days. Maybe its me.

This relationship.
I missed that feeling, of being pursued and chasing. Getting to know each other. Finding similarities and differences. Wondering.

That feeling, where your heart starts to lurch, you're caught in your breathe and that ticklish feeling in your tummy, while going up and down the viking boat.

That feeling.

Maybe part of me regret that we went to a wrong start, in the start of our relationship.
Im sorry for taking it this long.. This whole 3plus years.

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My feeling when you said about us getting engage this year in December?
Yeah im draging. I dont think im ready. Though im just going through the flow.